[“…the anguished soul that requires, in order to achieve peace, that a certain action be performed.” – Tzvetan Todorov] No one has told me what to do to achieve peace, though many have offered suggestions. I’ve tried many things: some simple, some complex; some alone, some with others; some on my knees, some standing, staring up at the unforgiving sky, fist raised. After each attempt I wait for peace to soothe over me, sticky like warm ice cream, melting all my fears. I wait. … [Read more...]
“‘I love to tell the story,…'” Memorable Fancies #1680
“Our priests and wise men are ruining the tales they tell us,” the people say, “those old stories we heard as children, so beautiful and profound. “No, now the priests and wise men insist that these are not Tales, but Fact. “That is how they ruin them.” [Click ‘Random Post’ above – be astonished] … [Read more...]
“A Challenge” / Memorable Fancies #680
The temple image speaks: I am not a representation of the god, I am the god. If not me, then where is the god? Let it for once show itself! [Click ‘Random Post’ above – be astonished] … [Read more...]
“The Big Thing” / Memorable Fancies #1336
[“We live in the aftermath of the Event; everything – the Big Thing – has already happened.” – Slavoj Žižek] There is an unspoken agreement among us: we will not speak of what happened, especially since there’s no way of undoing the Event, restoring our world, bringing back to life all those ... all those we no longer speak of. <END> Buy it at amazon.com/author/terencekuch: At All Adventure, a Maltheist gospel. … [Read more...]
“The Final Heresy” / Memorable Fancies #1251
[“Rheterians – A sect of heretics. They approved of all the heresies before them and taught that they were all in the right.” - Encyclopædia Britannica, 1769] Church members were required to pore through old books and find more ancient heresies, and more – so the faith could grow. Then, having run out of old heresies, they made up new ones. Eventually the Rheterians declared their own doctrine to be heretical, and thus the circle was closed and they could rest from their scholarly … [Read more...]
“The God Ponders” / Memorable Fancies #1115
The god is thinking about how ungrateful the people He created are, how obsessed with their own desires instead of His. Perhaps they need a lesson. How about SMITE? Yes, a few SMITEs might solve His problem with these people. And if it doesn’t? If they remain stiff-necked and obstinate? Well, there is always DESTROY. <END> Buy it on Amazon: At All Adventure, a Maltheist gospel. … [Read more...]
“The Blessing” / Memorable Fancies #1087
[“God will take care of you, Sister!” – Alien III] Krista Selig had many times been asked for money by people she didn’t know, most often at bus or subway stops, or on the street. She’d never known quite what to do. Once or twice, she’d handed over cash and received a “God bless you” in return. Now, Krista didn’t know how to deal with that. Perhaps she didn’t want to be endeared by God, not knowing what might later be required of her. Perhaps the thought of being blessed just creeped her … [Read more...]
“Two Gestures” / Memorable Fancies #822
[“Layers of cold gestures” – Roberto Bolaño] I am in a far and impoverished country, one that does not appreciate our vital military assistance. What do the peoples' gestures mean? This one might be a man throwing a rock; another, a woman setting a fuse... <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or other social websites. AVAILABLE NOW on Amazon and Other Outlets: “At All Adventure” … [Read more...]
“The National Myth” / Memorable Fancies #816
[“The absence of myth is also a myth.” – Georges Bataille] Why are there no myths in this country? No tales of dragons and fair maidens, ever-sleeping princesses, or kings longing to return? Everything is factual here; in fact, the people are proud of it, proud of their myth that everything is factual. <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or other social … [Read more...]
“Audience Response” / Memorable Fancies #809
[“Theatre’s functions of surveillance...” – Alain Badiou] The audience is scanned to see who is laughing when, when a lip wrinkles, when a fleeting look of disgust or annoyance or boredom crosses a face. These observations are fed into the next evening’s production, and the next. Eventually, perfection is reached and only a vapid pleasure survives. <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, … [Read more...]
“Clarity” / Memorable Fancies #785
Recently announced: a program to enable people to find out what they really believe – not those solemn things said on solemn occasions but really – down deep – one’s ultimate beliefs unsullied by the demands of everyday dishonesty. So I made an appointment with the local office of Credere, Inc., to help me sort all this out, discover what I really believed, what my “values” (as they called them) really were; to end my doubts and confusions. Credere would, their ads claimed, make … [Read more...]
“Photograph of a Young Man Slumped on a Bench” / Memorable Fancies #778
So many worries! I walked right up to him and took his face. I wanted to ask, but it’s easier just to shoot. What’s your problem? What are you, anyway? Twenty? Twenty five? <END> [note: there was an actual photograph, but I think the prose bit can stand alone - tk] THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or other social websites. AVAILABLE NOW on Amazon and Other Outlets: “At … [Read more...]
“Photograph, Railroad Station, Staunton, Virginia, Year 1976” / Memorable Fancies #771
See the crowds? The station rests from crowds. The boys came back in ’45 and everybody went away. The place was hardly worth a picture then, before paint flaked and iron gates rusted shut. Look out! when they start to call it Old Town: already the dread / antique / boutique. <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or other social websites. AVAILABLE NOW on Amazon … [Read more...]
“Little Murders” / Memorable Fancies #764
Fluffy caught a mouse. The other cats startle stiff at what she’d dragged into the house: bloody, disassembled, played to shreds. They stroll away with rigid eyes and glassy legs, pounce on dustballs, practice desperate death. <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or other social websites. AVAILABLE NOW on Amazon and Other Outlets: “At All Adventure” – an alternative … [Read more...]
“The Tweetiapp” / Memorable Fancies #757
The famous writer bought a tweet-generator app to keep his name in front of his fans, so he could get back to writing. An in-app upgrade composed return tweets: loving and admiring messages as if from the writer’s own fictional characters. This app became very popular, not only among writers. Were there, at last, any real people, or only their frantic retweets? <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or … [Read more...]
“Strings” / Memorable Fancies #750
Punch and Judy shows terrify children when they see the strings, realize that whoever is pulling Punch’s strings is the real evil being making Punch punch and hit and punch again and maul. They wonder who might be pulling their own strings. Perhaps something they heard last week in Sunday School ... <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or other social … [Read more...]
“The New Chord” / Memorable Fancies #743
The old musician walked carefully down the street toward home. I’ve heard everything, he thinks, all the music my century knows. I’m very old and I can’t seem to die. There’s nothing left to do or say, and even this I barely remember minute to minute. But then he heard a tune a child nearby was playing on a pennywhistle. Not the basic tune itself, which seemed ordinary enough, but the structure, the hints of what might at one time have been a novel chord progression now reduced to … [Read more...]
“Competition” / Memorable Fancies #736
In the poor mining town, funerals are the only theatre. Only there can people show extreme emotions without causing scandal, indeed are expected to do so. There are coaches, classes, competition for awards as the death of a loved one nears. [– after Thomas Bernhard] <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or other social websites. AVAILABLE NOW on Amazon and Other Outlets: “At All … [Read more...]
“A Shaggy-Computer Story” / Memorable Fancies #729
A patent application described the new machine in detail. 56 pages of text were provided, along with 443 schematics. An external HD drive appendix contained its operating system. In terms of the machine’s function, or what apps it could perhaps host, however, the patent application was phrased with such obfuscatory verbiage that any reader (or patent examiner) would conclude that what the machine would do really was unique and clearly worthy of a patent, even though they didn’t really … [Read more...]
“The Robot Quanders” / Memorable Fancies #722
Am I the only robot, or are there more? Perhaps only some of the people I work with are robots. But which ones are they? Or, how do I know that everyone else isn’t a robot and I’m the only one? The others look like me, they talk like me, they have emotions (at least a few of them seem to). But if I can’t tell the difference, perhaps there is no difference. Who built us? The others seem to be very religious, say pretty much the same thing, that God built people, … [Read more...]
“Five Briefs” / Memorable Fancies #708
Some people say they saw Jesus in the clouds once and they never were the same after that ’cause they kept looking up looking up looking up # I made a second body for me. He’s my playmate. No, I have plenty of friends, so it wasn’t loneliness that led me to invent my other body. It’s just that my friends aren’t – aren’t me. # Hot, foul air poured into the subway stations from the tunnels: a breeze, then a gale. There were faint sounds, then louder. At first, we thought it was just … [Read more...]
“Understand?” / Memorable Fancies #701
I was infatuated with a man I knew slightly. I began to dress like Rob (that was his name), talk like him, develop the same interests. People noticed; some were amused. All this time, Rob didn’t know what I was up to, but eventually someone told him, and then that person told me what he’d done. I waited in embarrassed dread for Rob to accuse me, belittle me as some petty impostor. After several days, he did call. But he wasn’t angry or even amused, just regretful. “Look,” he said, … [Read more...]
“Five Briefs” / Memorable Fancies #694
Living on a planet of a two-sun system, each of us has two shadows. Sometimes one overlays the other, looking like an eight-limbed two-headed beast. Sometimes the shadows fight over who’s on top and who’s beneath. # Sleeping quietly will pass for a theatre-goer’s mild critique of a play. Coughing is the next level of disapproval, followed by nose-blowing. Snoring is the most devastating critique; it is widely appreciated, and often reported in the press. # Perhaps, we thought in the … [Read more...]
“At the Shrine of Apollo, 524 B.C.” / Memorable Fancies #687
There were visitors on our island this morning, rich pilgrims. I overheard them saying that Apollo may not have been born here on Delos as our old stories say, but somewhere else. We must make sure that our visitors say this no more: loud gold-giving pilgrims may hear, bright Apollo’s shrine - dim. <END> THE SUNDAY PITCH If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or other social websites. AVAILABLE NOW … [Read more...]
“Five Briefs XXXII” / Memorable Fancies #680
The temple statue says: I am not a representation of the god, I am the god. If not me, then where is the god? Let it for once show itself! # The Story: A narrative appears, then a different version, then yet another, as if someone were reluctantly confessing, searching to find the right story one whiplash at a time. # What happens in the audience IS the play. Sneezing, groping, fights. The plot unfolds in the audience as the actors do some trivial and irrelevant performance, stage business … [Read more...]
“Five Briefs – XXXII” / Memorable Fancies #673
The mirror must be destroyed: it saw me as I am, never mind that tomorrow I will reform. # A TV is invented that customizes a show in response to our wishes. In Washington, for instance, the Sunday talk shows display the deep respect Republicans and Democrats have for each other. # Why do we sometimes remember events that never happened? This puts the whole concept of “happened” into question, doesn’t it? Why do we remember our shameful defeats that surely never happened? Couldn’t have … [Read more...]
“Revelation” / Memorable Fancy #666
A young priest came to me today. Most worshipfully he stared at my feet and asked for a blessing. Then he said that he had – regretfully, in all modest humility - founded a Reform movement to supersede my revelations, or at most preserve them as thoughts known to an earlier age, beliefs no longer relevant to modern life. I told the priest that if there were to be a Reform movement I would found and lead it myself, not him. Then I sent him away to do penance. I know I will … [Read more...]
“Five Briefs – XXX” / Memorable Fancies #659
More statues of me appear every day. One would be an honor, perhaps two or three would show even more honor. But now there are dozens, with a deteriorating level of craftsmanship as each new one appears. I suspect a joke, a silent protest. # The place our shadows went, the old legend says – is the shadows’ new country. They won’t ever admit there were people, that they are not their own originals. # If all the noise suddenly stops, what would we hear? What sounds … [Read more...]
“A Clear Conscience” / Memorable Fancies #652
“The state in which we are is sinful, irrespective of guilt.” – Kafka The feeling that we are all guilty spreads through the country like a dread disease. There is disagreement as to what we are guilty of, but each of us can remember something – a petty crime, a cruel act, a long-held grudge, a wish for an enemy to die in unendurable pain. The guilt-plague spreads from person to person. Cures are sought. If we could find one person who is not ridden by these guilt feelings, … [Read more...]
“Third Epistle to the Corinthians – What If…” / Memorable Fancies #645
Therefore I write these things being absent (2 Corinthians 13:10) In our last letter, Paul wrote "God saved us from dying in Asia, and he will save us again." But by now you know that Paul is dead in Rome, and Timothy in hiding. Before he died, Paul asked me to write you in his name, that you remain strong in the faith. I know how much you venerate the two letters he wrote you. You copy them to other churches. You settle doctrine with them. You decorate them with gold. You touch … [Read more...]
“For Demetrios, 226 A.D.” / Memorable Fancies #634
They say that few have been killed by the sweet forbearing god, never mind the shaking angry sky above or tyrant’s crushing rule below. No one but Demetrios was killed by the god, no, not even he, but only one of his thieving guards, splayed bleating on the altarstone, pressed down hard by some invisible hand until his various moistures leaked like rotten fruit. They say the sweet avenging god has left you for last, Demetrios! <END> THE SUNDAY … [Read more...]
“Reality Check” / Memorable Fancies #502
[But there are some of you that believe not. – John 6:64] Spare us all your gape-jawed tales of way back then when nothing was, or what will be when nothing is. Let us have to do instead with real things: – Number as order; – Time as accrual; – Substance as trade. Save your breath: revelation wraps tomorrow’s fish. <END> If you liked this post, please tell your friends and share a comment here or in StumbleUpon, Reddit, Facebook, or … [Read more...]
“’The tribe, our only god…’” / A Memorable Fancy #353
[“…la tribu, notre seul dieu, nous tient tous embrassés.” – Henri Michaux] The tribe is our only god. Whatever our tribe commands we do unquestioningly, even to the loss of our lives. The tribe, after all, is what ties us all together, while each of us is only one lone human being. How could one presume to seek his own counsel against the tribe’s embrace? We bow, we do. But one asked, “Who speaks for the tribe? Is it not a tyrant? Does he not command in his own interest, not … [Read more...]
“Five Christian Nightmares – II” / A Memorable Fancy #346
Adam declines the fruit, leaving woman guilty alone. # Recurrent quarreling among the apostles over who would become pope leads to the first martyrdom. # An answer is discovered to “Why hast thou forsaken me?” # Seeing that His prohibition of the taking of interest had little effect, God now prohibits the paying of interest. # The Holy Spirit - only - too - real <END> … See www.terencekuch.net for a profile of the author, publications, reviews, etc. His book, At … [Read more...]
“The Reason” / A Memorable Fancy #339
Before becoming priests on the ancient Greek island of Samothraki, candidates were required to answer three questions in the public agora. Those who answered all three were admitted; honors and riches followed. The first two questions concerned worship practices, and any well-coached candidate could answer them. The third question, however, was “What is the worst thing you have ever done, the deed that left your soul most naked, that could show you up for the coward and betrayer you are, … [Read more...]
“Purpose” / A Memorable Fancy #332
“Life has no purpose,” said A, in despair. “Life has no purpose,” said B, with deep rejoicing. One of them could be right or both wrong, observed God, thinking of His own purpose, and how He might unriddle exactly what that purpose might be. <END> … See www.terencekuch.net for a profile of the author, publications, reviews, etc. His book, At All Adventure: An Alternative Gospel may be purchased via his Amazon author page, www.amazon.com/author/terencekuch … [Read more...]
“Quandary” / A Memorable Fancy #325
Why do we still pray, when the effects of our prayers can be so unpredictable? Mostly good comes, I’ll admit, but some terrible evils, too. Some of us would like to stop praying, saying that the balance of terror, the uncertainty, the waiting, is too much for us to bear. But if we stop, who knows what would… <END> … See www.terencekuch.net for a profile of the author, publications, reviews, etc. His book, At All Adventure: An Alternative Gospel may be purchased via his Amazon … [Read more...]
“Five Christian Nightmares – I” / A Memorable Fancy #318
“Whose image is on the coin? Then give it to him!” “Yours, Lord; your image!” # Judas kisses Simon Peter, leaving Jesus to found the Church. # A rumor of good free bread results in a disturbance of about 5000 people, authorities estimate. # God wonders if the world has learned the lesson he taught at Sodom and Gomorrah, or if additional lessons are needed. # Jesus attends a conference on “Postcritical Theology and Socio-Political Praxis: … [Read more...]
“The Signs” / A Memorable Fancy #311
Signs appeared on a vacant lot proclaiming that a new development would soon arise there, no trespassing (signed) God. But then nothing happened. The signs grew old, rusted. We dared not build in that place, in hope or fear that God would return. Now, as to the signs God has placed in us as well: We dare not appropriate these either, even though we grow old, rust. <END> … See www.terencekuch.net for a profile of the author, publications, reviews, etc. His book, At All Adventure: An … [Read more...]
“Another Book” / A Memorable Fancy #184
“Isn’t there another Book? I can’t seem to find it, now. The one Jesus wrote that answered all our questions, I mean. I’ve looked everywhere; thumbed through all the pages from Matthew back to Revelation. I’m sure it’s here somewhere. — Isn’t it?” … [Read more...]
“Rebuke” / A Memorable Fancy #105
“I thank you, God, that I am not like those others! — you know, the stupid, the lame, the colored, the female, those who smell, those who sin, those who cannot keep a job, those who are short or fat or ugly!” Jesus considered an act of poetic justice. But then more terribly – he did nothing at all. <END> ... Read Terence’s Kuch’s At All Adventure: An Alternative Gospel – for Kindle at Amazon.com. … [Read more...]
“The Book in the Attic” / A Memorable Fancy #098
In the old attic in Nazareth, there they found it. Not a long Book, just thirty or forty pages, almost thrown out unread by the relatives cleaning house after Joseph died. But Martha and Mary were looking through the attic junk for souvenirs, relics, who knows what? And Mary, picking up the Book, said “What’s this?” and Martha, of course, chimed in with “What on earth is it?” Mary thumbed through it. Martha pushed up to her and tried to read over her shoulder. Then slowly, absently, Mary sat … [Read more...]